Had spent the most happening days in a year.
CNY eve, we had steamboat dinner, I was the one who handling the dinner.
All my relatives praised me for the nice and clear steamboat soup.
Gathered around ah gong, I could see the sadness through the eyes of everyone.
I am brave, I hold my tear, I give everyone of them a big smile, I don't want anyone of them have a feeling of hopeless.
I hate them crying in front of ah gong, this will only make him sad.
Turn my back, my tears came out, god, please reduce his pain.
I pray very hard in my heart.
God, make him recover if you would like to let us having him;
If not, please take him away without pain. I couldn't accept this, but I have to!!!
Today is the first day of CNY, as usual, we organized a buffet lunch for friends and relatives.
But, not as before, we had lion dance performance this year.
I hope that this will bring us luck and health.
Spending my night with ah gong, he cannot sleep well tonight and keep screaming & mumbling.
God, please give him a goodnight.
Sweet dream, ah gong.
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